Luke 5:1-11
One
of my favorite movies is “Saving Private Ryan”. It is a story based in WWII. A platoon
is sent on a mission to find Private Ryan because his three brothers were killed
in action so that he became the sole surviving son. The platoon eventually
finds Ryan in a village where they engage a much larger force of Germans. The
Captain makes sure that Ryan lives even though he dies protecting him.
A
lifetime later, an elderly Ryan returns to the Normandy American Cemetery and
Memorial with his wife and adult son and his family to visit the gravesite of
the Captain who had given his life for him. While there he tearfully asks his
wife the question, “Have I been a good man”? In other words, he wonders if his
life was worthy of the Captain dieing for him.
In
the passage today, Simon Peter and his fishing partners, including James and
John, and his brother Andrew, “left everything
and followed Jesus”. They must have been very excited about Jesus to make
such an extreme decision to leave their family and livelihood.
It
makes you wonder what their expectations were as they “left everything”. We know that some time later these same fishermen
were arguing amongst themselves who would be the greatest. Who would sit on
Jesus’ right and his left. We also know that when Jesus was arrested that all
of them deserted him. And although Peter stayed close by, he even denied
knowing Jesus.
However,
the bottom line for each of these men is that they followed Jesus even to
martyrdom for some. They performed miracles. They saw thousands come to faith
in Christ and begin to follow him. Their initial excitement of fishing for men,
of being a part of something bigger than themselves, was fulfilled in ways they
never imagined.
Just
maybe one or more of them towards the end of their life asked the same question
as the elderly Ryan: “Was my life worthy of the death of my good friend and
Lord and Saviour Jesus”?
It’s
the same question that you and I can ask ourselves whether we are 20 or 70. Was
my life worthy, or will it be worthy, of the death of my Lord Jesus? Was I, or
will I be, a faithful follower of him? Have others, and do others, see Jesus in
me?
And
when that day does come, as certain as taxes do every April 15, will He say to
me, “Well done my good and faithful
servant”?