A Series from the Psalms
God is my… Redeemer
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Psalm 32
When I was in
college, I played on an intramural basketball team with some friends from my
dorm floor: Michigan Tech University, Fifth floor of Coed Hall. One particular
game sticks in my memory because the coach, who was a good friend, didn’t play
me at all... the whole game.
Rather than saying
something to him during the game, I sat quietly, fuming.
As the clock clicked down to double zeroes, the anger inside of me built more and more. By the end of the game, I was like a pressure cooker ready to explode. Afterwards, when we were in the locker room, I decided to confront him.
At first, he was
apologetic. But when I told him that he was self-centered, he responded aggressively
and told me that I was self-centered too. I had no idea how to respond because
that was not at all how I viewed myself... but it was true.
The fourth and
fifth steps of addiction recovery point out just how important it is to be
honest with yourself, and then to admit “the exact nature of your wrongs” to
God, yourself and another person. This is exactly what David wrote about in
Psalm 32.
3 When
I kept it all inside,
my bones turned to powder,
my words became daylong groans.
4 The
pressure never let up;
all the juices of my life dried up.
I said, “I’ll come clean about my failures to God.”
Suddenly the pressure was gone—
my guilt dissolved,
my sin disappeared. MSG
When I confronted
my friend, I had no idea that I was just as self-centered as I thought he was.
Regardless, the Lord is our redeemer. He loves us and accepts us where we’re
at. Sometimes he even works in our lives through friends playing basketball to
show His redeeming love.
I will advise you and watch over you.
9 Do not be like a senseless horse or mule
that needs a bit and bridle to keep it under control.” NLT
10 Many
are the woes of the wicked,
but the Lord’s unfailing love
surrounds the one who trusts in him. NIV
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